Okies... first of all, 3 words: Farewell Is Sucks!!
This morning we went to send the guys off for their journey to Seattle. We stayed over at Selena's place the night before as we wanted to spend the "last night" in vancouver with the guys. We wouldn't be meeting each other anymore until next year... All of us tried the best to keep ourselves awake as we wanted to spend every possible last second together.
For the past weeks, i have been in self-denial mood. I have stopped counting down.. thinking that there is always tomorrow. But today still came and the feeling finally sinks in. Tonight seems sooooooo usually quiet. I am no longer used to being alone in my room. I used to be happy to have some personal time for myself as we have been going out too much. BUT now, i am suffering from MAJOR withdrawal symptoms of not being able to see the whole group. And the early sun set in vancouver does not help at all. All I see is darkness after sleeping my whole afternoon away... and the lonely feeling creeps in even more. I hate this feeling. I really miss the guys alot... ALOT!! & sooooo BADLY... Honestly, the feeling of leaving vancouver is a MILLION time WORSE and DREADFUL than when i first came here.
For the past few weeks, we have been spending TONS of time together.
We were so clique-ish that....
...we joined the Totem gang faithfully everyday for dinner at Vanier. We used to cook in Gage, but not anymore after Whistler.
...the FULL FORCE studied library together almost every single day.
(Even Yx who hates to study in the library came just for the COMPANY. The sweetest thing was that even those who had finished their exams came to join the rest just for the sake of COMPANY.)
...Chris and I took the shuttle for one big round just for the sake of COMPANY.
I LOVE this group. I really really do.
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